Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Study Study Study.

Boo, my first post this week and it sucks! I have too much to say but I'm also very sleepy which also SUCKS. Ah, I've missed you blogspot.. :(
But because exams are commencing soon, I'll be on a little hiatus.
Cya around.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Continued obsession.


I absolutely ADORE F.T Island (and now if you guys don't know who they are, you should totally check them out!) My favorite korean band by far! They have released a new album! Yipee!
And the song "wing" is currently my ringtone hehe..:D

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Curled out.


Story of a boy and a girl.

Boy:You wouldn't even come close to me, you're too scared.

Girl:I'm afraid so, why do you have to be so scary?


Story of another boy but with the same girl.

Girl:Yawn*

Boy:You know the amazing thing about msn is... I DONT NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING you're doing..


Story of another boy and the same girl.

Boy:Why are you so quiet tonight?

Girl:I don't know :)

Boy:Hahaha I feel so distant talking to you now, what happend?

Girl: ?

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Hey Friday

How are you?

So today in studio arts we had 'mounted' our art work which we've been doing this semester. And this happens to be my collection, there are a another few pieces which are on the computer or not printed out. (I'm hoping she'll print the rest the next lesson).
The last lesson, we had went on a painting rampage, and the colorful piece on the left is what I created! I was only testing and impersonating Lichtenstein's techniques. He is an American pop artist and is well known for 'the comic book style' sort of art!
P.S I love you friday .

Luck was on my side last night..

Hooray Hooray, the project is completed :)
You see.. after realizing that my camera was left at school I practically gave up on everything.. until a very close friend of mind suggested for me to call up the school. When he suggested it, I knew straight away that I wasn't going to do it.. because I mean who the hell is going to open up my locker just so I can get my camera? And so after a few minutes of persuading and convincing I finally took up the initiative to call. The assistant principle picked up.. I was quite nervous..but in the end he agreed to do so and was very calm and nice about it. (Thank god). I then rushed to school.. and met up with him at the office (haha does this sound like a date or what?) Anyway.. after doing so I felt really relieved that I did call, I mean imagine if I didn't call up. I would have never gotten the chance to edit the vid and upload it last night. Yes speaking about the video, it was a success. I finished editing by about 10.50ish just estimating now because I really can't remember. Everything was finished and uploaded at 12.10.? I'm pretty sure that was the time..
Anywho, here's the video. I hope you guys check it out!

P.S, She loved the video and said that it 'brought tears to her eyes' (which I wanted of course, nah only joking ^^)

Crap.

Great just bloody great.
I'm pretty sure I left my camera at school cause I can not find it anywhere.. ah why must this happen! Everything was perfect and I just had to..just had to forget my god damn camera.
What now?

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

music to my ears


Thank you iHoneyJoo.com !

For having Jay chou's newest album for 2010 called 'The era'
Jay is one of my favorite artists!!! His songs are all spectacular in their uniquely awesomely way! and I love them all! I'm so happy! Seriously! I haven't heard from him in so long.. and in 2 more minutes I'll be embracing him and his songs. I can't wait! Here's a picture of his new album. ^^

P.S, Someone I should also be thanking is Jay himself for composing such beautiful music for me.. us. :)

About time happiness.

My happiness has arrived today, on the 20th of May. I am officially UNCAPPED!
Hip Hip hooray? :D
I now can....
  • Download all the music in the world (not literally, but you get what I mean!) I now will be up to date with the artists and bands I love listening too
  • Read and catch up with Naruto and bleach manga
  • Download and catch up with Naruto and bleach anime
  • Upload Sophaly's 'Birthday' Video without any problems
This concludes to a very Happy happy rach.

Surprise? Surprise?

Today is one of my dearest friends 17th birthday for you guys who don't know her, her name is
Sophaly!
So happy happy birthday to you darling, although you won't be reading this... I managed to be her first facebook comment (Yes didn't I say I had quit Facebook?) Well I only went on just to say happy birthday :)
I had also planned to stick happy birthday msgs all around the VCE area which we are usually in, but unfortunately because of my disorganized and lateness self I was not able too. But.. yes theres always a but! the other thing I had also wanted to do, was to film a video with her peers sending her a birthday message! Ta daaaa This I had managed to do. And so I will be editing this video and uploading it up very soon on youtube.
This post being about my friends 17th and my 17th post on blogspot.
Toodles~

bludge..


Currently in media class, first period.I am on the laptop and unfortunately I've been distracted by one of the many features this laptop includes, commonly known as the 'webcam' ahah. And so here is what I call the 'morning me'.

Quit it rach.

"Why did you smile for. You shouldn't be smiling.. like that.. at him."

Lichtenstein it!


Studio arts is by far my favorite subject!And today we used these babies to help us with our new project.

the morning.

Heya blog,
So.. quite a lot had happen today. I don't even know where to begin. Let's see.. this morning I woke up early, this time round to get SUPER ready for school. I said clearly to myself that I won't be needing to rush. Because every single morning me and my little brother seems to be always in a rush, to eat breaky, get dressed, pack our bags, lunch, books yah you name it. So it seemed like everything was ready to go until..

I walked out of the door, with a very long tie my brother had made for me, wrongly situated around my neck (this felt really uncomfortable and I can imagine myself looking very silly) only to then have a dripping and runny nose? HAHA so I thought hey.. I better grab some tissues, I walk back into my house and grabbed some tissues only to find that the runny nose I thought I had was no longer a runny nose. But instead it was a blood nose! I thought wow, my day couldn't get any worser. The only thing I could do at that moment was pray for that blood nose to stop, and I was lucky because god had surely listened to my prayers because before I had entered the school with hah.. a bit of tissue stuck up my nose, my nose was no longer dripping with blood.
God was on my side today.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

? B l a c k C o f f e e



There was a period of time where I had drank a lot of coffee and here's a photo taken a while back. Apparently on 29th of September, 2009.

I've been reading this fanfic and the main character has an obsession for black coffee and so I'd like to try some very soon. :)



Sigh. Time for a venting session.

Not happy. I'm off track once again. Things are just not going my way, but becoming even more complicated. Its the little things that keep ticking me off. I don't understand why.. my mind just seems to absorb stupid things that aren't even worth thinking of and being myself I just LOVE to over think e v e r y t h i n g. I don't know how much more I can emphasize on that everything...

With so much time on my hands, I just happen to be using this time on a whole lot of crap. Complete crap. Okay.. so I haven't done homework in a few days and because of this I feel sooo bad. Does it seem like I feel real bad? (Probably not huh?) Because I truly do. It doesn't feel right and that because I haven't been sticking to my timetable I feel like 'that' something is missing and so I've decided that I will be homeworking tonight, after this blog session.. well hopefully.

The other cardinal thing that has been on my mind recently are my 'friends'. Ah, yes friends. We all need friends. Right?
I'd hate to say this, but sometimes I don't even know who my true friends are. One minute, they might be the nicest person on this planet and the next they can be back stabbing and inconsiderate. What makes a good friend? Someone who can listen you when your upset? Someone who buys you nice things? Someone who pays attention to you, no matter who you are with? Someone who's going to be there for you when you need them? Someone who will be your friend one minute and then leave you for someone else and then come back to you?

I hate it, sometimes I just feel like I give my friends so much and in return.. you know in the long run I still feel like they haven't return that back. I know that there are a few people in my life, these people who I happen to call 'true friends'. These people who ask for nothing.. but my company, who are happy just to talk to me and who are just willing to listen to me and even to watch me from a far. So which is it? Do you call someone a good friend because they display all those aspects which we think makes someone a 'good' friend? Or is a good friend someone who just walks in and out of your life, whenever they want or feel like it? Just because they've been friends for so long this means and allows them to treat you like this?

Then again this could be the total opposite and it might just be that I AM the one who isn't giving them enough, I might be the one who isn't there for them? I just might be the one who isn't being the good friend.

All I ever wanted was for you to notice that I was there, for you to acknowledge me, to not forget me. We've known each other for quite a while now, but even these little things get to me. You know, we talk, we smile like nothings wrong, but inside it hurts me. It's stupid and I don't know why I'm feeling like this when there are so many things I could be doing and you know keeping my mind from this burden. But it just happens. I feel excluded, just because you might not see them as much as you see me, doesn't mean you can just put me aside for that time and pretend like you don't know me anymore. And after you are done, come back to me like nothing has happened. I just want to be treated equally. I just want you to remember that I am your friend too.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Something from the past?

Hello baby me, how are you?

Wow. How many years ago was this? I can't even remember. It's been so so long
I miss you, the me that didn't need to care about a thing in the WORLD.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Friday, May 14, 2010

This and that..

Hey blog, it's rach here again.
Today is Saturday, I said to myself that I'd be completing the homework on my timetable before I attend my friends party. But no, I'm still un-motivated therefore not touching it at all. Yes I follow a timetable each week, how freaky is that? I just feel so unorganized if I don't and so without it I go a bit insane. Just a bit.

On the other hand, things have now settled. I'm back on track with life and I won't turn back to that road anytime soon..well lets hope so.

And here are some of the things I should be sticking to:
  1. Not dwelling on the past, when the present is here. You know? in-front-of-my-face here haha.
  2. Cherishing the life I have. Cause ya know life's too short blah blah blah.
  3. Appreciate this appreciate that.
  4. Stop having the thought of wanting to sleep and to never wake up. Actually.. I've had those thoughts quite a lot these days and no.. it's not a good matter to be set on your mind, like who the hell wants to feel like that or want something like that to happen to them. Apparently I do..Giggle.
  5. Sticking to my goddamn timetable, I write a whole chunk of things to do and on the specific days and yet I do not follow them.. enough. Yeh rach, actually like get the work done.
  6. Listening in class and paying attention to teachers. I tend to dose off nowadays. Ah wake up rach, wake up.
Time to bounce! My party would sound a lot like, "Let's go party - 2ne1"

When I close my eyes..


".. I hope that one day happiness is well within my reach."

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Today and Me

School has finally finished and now I can finally blog
Thank god for that.
Yes I'm already addicted to blogspot. ha ha ha. Well I was just looking forward to blogging! I don't really want to ramble on about school, so I'll just go straight to what might be on my mind? :)
I love Friday's (which was mentioned in my earlier blog this morning) and today being Friday everything seems to be going fine..so far. I'm ignoring all the bad things thats happened lately and I'm just going to talk and interact with people who make me happy just for now, just till things are settled. Happiness, something everybody lingers for, no? For me yes, I seek happiness every second ok.. maybe NOT every second but you get what I mean..!

Well I haven't really introduced myself properly to blogspot have I? Well here it goes!
I'm rach, I'm a girl well obviously... ah I love music even more than Fridays! You can not understand how much I love music! Every single bloody genre that's out there haha! I don't know how to emphasize how much I love it! I don't know what to say because it's really just in here. Taps on my chest.
What else is there to say about myself. Mmm I think I'll introduce myself slowly, so today it'll be my name and my love for music :)
I'll be posting up a lot of pictures soon, just picking out which ones cause I have a gazillionnnnnn pictures. I think this will be all for now, until the next time I blog.
Ciao.

Friday. Morning. Rain

Well well well, I had really survived that dreadful night. Who would've thought I'd come out alive. The constant arguing, headaches and raging from one another keeps repeating itself, what's happening to us? Why does this always happen, the feeling isn't great and it's actually quite depressing.. ah I'm so glad its morning. I'm so glad its FRIDAY, I adore friday's don't you?
I could add more to this post, but it's about time I should be getting ready for school and so I'm heading off, Good-bye Blog.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

My first ever..

Dear blog,
this is my first time ever writing this sort of thing. So help me out here, what am I really suppose to write about? My thoughts? feelings? beliefs? Ah.. what torment do I deserve after a long day of discussing the likes of 'Macbeth' in English and now the confusion of 'blogging'. Fantastical, just great you see, my hair is still wet from the shower I just had and now this wetness has quenched onto my pj's, with the additional cold weather I am now freezing to death. Claps.
The reason behind creating this blog will soon be revealed, actually I'll just tell you guys now. You see after having this stupid little argument with a certain someone, I decided to quit 'facebook' yes facebook, it's not cancelled or anything I'm just no longer using it. Therefore after sitting at my computer desk for a good 10 minutes not knowing what to go on cause it'd be usually ..facebook I had decided to create this blog. Yes due to my pure boredomnessness and I'm on a quest to see why people like blogging and so I'm practically here to stalk too.. haha I'm only joking.. or am I? ok ok enough of this strange and weird side of myself. I also have a few friends who have this blogging thing and yah I just though I'd like to check it out! Hey I think thats about it.. I am officially now relying on blogspot. :)